ok it is 3:13 in the morning i cannot sleep. for the life of me im not tired so im getting up on sugar to try to crash. im eating jolly ranchers and drinking moutain dew. i think all the stress is finnaly getting to me!

i cant do this im freaking out over every little thing! i am way out of it right now and i cant sleep. i feel like something is right beneth the surface trying to force me to sleep but that doesnt always end well so.... yea here i am ranting about how i cant sleep.

i also had a conversaiton with a pug cat! the ones that have a face that looks smashed in. i have brushed my hair 37 times of 150 strokes each. my computer has almost overheated twice and a moth has attacked me 3 times XD and i have eatten 15 jolly ranchers and drank 2 or 3 sodas.

now my aunt scarred the crap outta me!! she turned on the light and asked me if i was still awake. it made me jump. shes talking about hard candy....and how she got me child safe suckers so i wouldnt swallow the stick. puggy (the cat) is starring at me.

wow these candies are good if you put like 3 different kinds in they make a new flavor i have like half a bag left(i ate some earlier and so did my aunt) ummmm i cant see a thing past my screen its so dark now. the cat abandoned me.

i miss Sammie i wish she was home so i could talk to her longer cause every time we txt she goes to sleep after about 3 or 4 this time she told me hold on so after about half an hour i asked if she was done and she put in caps hold on so about an hour latter i asked if she was there....she wasnt.

most of you probably wont even read this... why am i posting it then.......i need a hug....but only from sammie.... i need money to go see her but its a 20 hour drive just there.....im screwed......F*CK life sucks... i want another jolly rancher and i need to kill this moth.....cats back...odd sounding bell puggy......tick tock tick tock......where did i hide my moutain dew?... found it!...wow lotta random thoughts...winder why they change so much... i wonder what ill wear tomorow....arent i supposed to drive tomorow?...crap.....creepy door making creepy sounds...what the hell is that glowing green light...wonder what i can do for money...bake sale?...garage sale?....art sale?...i wonder if we will be kicked out....probably....wonder where we will live... oh well we will be fine we always are... i need a cell so i can keep in touch with sammie...ok im done typing my thoughts im probably either being really entertaining or really annoying...



Edit: ok idk if its confess your love to those who are taken week but jeez! so far i have had 3 people tell me they loved me. they told me if i wasnt taken they would date me. People always wait till im taken and while i would love to date them i am currently happily taken. im sorry to those people. Right now i have a partner and im not planning on it ending soon. i am so confused as to why people do this. im not mad im actually happy i feel really loved but i feel bad cause im a verry loyal pup and i never cheat.


Oh and my friend is a really good writer! but he doesnt have enough readers so im trying to fix that! he writes alot of really cool stories and you all should check them out! they are almost garenteed to fix bordom! read my daddy's stories!



TRADE - i do not have a scanner but I might be getting one soon so I might be able to trade pictures soon. idk. but i can do poems or short stories for anything you want to do. I’m not picky i just like to trade and most of the people I know are really good at something and I don’t want to ask them to do something they wont like. You can give me a word or an idea and I can work off of that.

ROLEPLAY - I really want to roleplay through notes like really really bad i don’t get on chats much and when i do no one rps with me so please save me roleplay with me. *puppy eyes* please?? Any kind of romance. I have submissive for male/male or female/female and females for regular romance.